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Your Mama’s on Hold

July 28, 2010

Unless you’re new here, you know that I usually have a Your Mama joke contest today to celebrate the birthday of my youngest brother, Nathan.  He would have been 29 today and he loved a good joke about Mamas.

It has been 7 years since I got to tell him “Happy Birthday!”.  Seven long, grey years.  Every year his birthday comes and the days leading up to it I would feel a need to wake him up, dust him off and bring him out so that we could all have a laugh and share a small moment of Nathan’s world.

This year feels different.

This year, he doesn’t feel present.  He feels past.  He feels really gone.  The pictures are less and less current.  The stories are more historical than recent.    There are people that have been born and added to our family for whom Nathan is a mere ancestor.  Countless celebrations and memories have happened for which Nathan was not a guest.  He is gone. And now, this year, the reality of that is stark and oppressive.

I think there has always been a hint of thought lurking in my brain that somehow we just had to get through the agony of losing Nathan and once we got through it things would return to normal and fantastic.  Somehow he would return. We just had to get through the hard part.

So I soldiered on; weeping, wailing, and mourning.  Dutifully bearing the weight of grief because I somehow thought that this cloud would pass and we would get our normal lives back.  This year, the truth of what “normal” looks like is ever present and there is no escaping it.  It has been, in a word, depressing.  There is no bringing him back.  There is no going back to the old days.  There is no fixing this.

It has been a dark couple of weeks leading up to today.  I have done a lot of hiding from my family and escaping to quiet corners with vapid celebrity gossip columns and more chocolate than a person should eat in a lifetime.  I appreciate the patience of those who know me who have allowed me the space to feel this new ache.

So, the current state of grieving is that there is no getting over it, there is no getting past it.  There is only getting through it and I will spend my lifetime getting through it.

Depressed with me yet?

Turn that frown upside down.  Let’s talk about what’s awesome about the grief of the one who believes in Absolute Truth, shall we?  My belief is solid.  I absolutely know that there is a Heaven, there is God, there is The Holy Spirit, there is Jesus Christ, there is salvation for those who bear the name of Christ and there is no question of what Nathan’s reality is today.

I am not of those who grieve without hope.  If you are reading this and you are a flaky Christian, a non-Christian, or one who believes that there are many truths and we must find the one that best suits us: you must be told that one day every knee will bow and every mouth will confess that Jesus is LORD and that His reign will be forever.  There is no getting around that and my prayer for you is that your moment of bent knee and confession isn’t met with the awful, soul crushing reality that you hadn’t done so before His return.

How about we make this just a shade lighter before I sign off?  In a few hours I will be posting the annual Nathan Dodd Your Mama Joke contest along with the very serious rules for participating.  The winner will receive our fabulous t-shirt.  I would link to a picture of the t-shirt from last year, but I lost about a year’s worth of posts to a glitch.  Shame. Just trust me that the shirt is awesome and you want it.

On Travel Trailers and Redemption

July 9, 2010

Like most seriously funny and creative people, I had a very awkward and painfully uncomfortable childhood.  What follows is proof that, no matter the angst, God can redeem the times.

From the time I was pre-school age until the sixth grade my family lived in Odessa, TX.  Dad worked in the oil industry and it was in the early eighties.  A simple Google search of “1980s, oil, West Texas” will give you some idea of the economic climate.   By the time I was in kindergarten, my parents had four children, a mortgage, and a salary that had trickled to almost nothing.  I remember evenings spent in fields while my parents gathered abandoned industrial wires and burned the plastic off in bonfires to get to the copper wiring which they could sell for a profit.  It was dirty work.

Like a good many of people in Odessa, Dad and Mom put our house on the market.  The market became saturated almost over night and my parents were looking to at least break even.  Our Realtor was also a dear friend from church.  He knew that my Dad was a highly skilled craftsman and he offered my family a rental house he owned that needed a great deal of remodeling;  Dad would work on the house in exchange for rent.  In short order, we moved into the very damaged rental in a particularly rough neighborhood, our house was sold, and my parents purchased a red brick house that had been completely gutted by fire – purposing to restore the house completely while living in the rental.

I was in the first grade by this time and was accepted into a public school for gifted kids.  It was nowhere near to the side of town we had moved to and I had to be bussed across town each morning.  I was the second stop for the bus in the mornings and the second to last stop in the afternoons.  The bus’ first and last stop was for a group of about eight Hispanic girls who developed an immediate dislike for me.  They called me “Fifi” because I was like a “princess white poodle”.  Some afternoons they would get off at my stop and follow me most of the way home, mocking me, kicking dust at me and swinging my very heavily loaded backpack to make me stumble and lose my balance.  If I had any spare change at all, I could give it to them and buy myself some sweet peace since my bus stop was at an Allsup’s convenient store.  ”Give us some money, Fifi.  We know you got lots of it.”

Arriving at school was no relief.  I went from being the hated rich white girl on the bus to the poor white trash in my classroom.  In three years I was invited to only one class birthday party(remind me and I’ll tell you about it sometime.  tragic.).  My gifts to the teacher were unwrapped and my snack from home was usually cheap saltines and peanut butter in a baggie verses my classmates expensive individually wrapped treats of awesome.  My clothes were hand me downs and my shoes were a mess.

When the weather got warmer, my Dad set up tents in the backyard of the house that had been destroyed by fire and we stayed there so he could devote every spare minute of the day to making a house for his family.  This, while still restoring the rental house and working his oil job plus odd jobs.  The house was walking distance from my school, so I was given the sweet gift of no more agonizing bus rides.

My memory of my time at that school is a hazy patchwork of angry teacher faces, red marks on my schoolwork, and stacks of homework.  I never to rarely completed the two hours of nightly homework and this caused a great deal of gut wrenching tension for me at home and at school.  In my young life, it seemed that every grown up was a wagging finger of “We expect better of you” and every peer was an extended tongue and the scoff that I would never be anything more than trash.  On a scale of one to misfit, I was pathetic.

There was a fourth grade teacher at that school that every student hoped to get.  Her name was Ms. Hicks and she was the bright hope in my dreary existence.  She went to my church and I knew her more casually as Pam.  I believed that I was guaranteed a spot in her class and that if I could just hold on through the third grade all would be made right with the world.

I saw Ms. Hicks on occasion in the halls at school and one such meeting sticks out above the others.  I was being escorted by my teacher for what seemed like my weekly visit to the Principal’s office.  My frazzled third grade teacher was at the end of her patience with me (again) and had pulled me from my seat in her classroom by my wrist and was less than delicately marching me down the hall with my limp hand flapping by her shoulder and my feet tangling and tripping, trying to keep up with her brisk pace.

We happened to pass by Ms. Hicks in the hall and she smiled and waved at my teacher who smiled and waved back.  Ms. Hicks appeared to not notice the firm grip my teacher had on my arm and so I tried to play it cool like we were strolling hand in hand.  “Be cool, Amy.  Soon you’ll be in Ms. Hicks class and this will all be a distant memory,” went my calming self talk.

I never did learn if Ms.Hicks was going to save me, because a generous couple at our church took pity on my plight and offered to fund the tuition for me to attend a private Christian school.

I spent the next 20 years thinking of those first three years of school as brutal and pointless.  In my next post, I’ll tell how it was all redeemed for God’s glory in an instant and how on earth a travel trailer was involved.

My 100: 2010 Edition

June 14, 2010

1. I vowed to (mostly) give up Dr Pepper. Apparently, Dr Pepper over heard the threat and the last one to enter my house jumped off the counter and spewed its contents all over the floor, walls, and cabinets. Jerk.

2.   I never was any good at Pac Man.  I get too excited and make silly mistakes.

3.  Pac Man looks like cheesecake to me.  I especially love cheesecake.

4. 80 percent of the time I am on the computer is a direct result of my procrastinating doing something important. My arms are still sticky from the Dr Pepper explosion.

5.  I’ve been cheating on my blog with Facebook.  It’s nothing personal.  Well, kind of.  You just want so much more than 160 characters.  Ugh.  The pressure is exhausting.

6. I’ve never had my Facebook account hacked. This means that if I send you a video with a message that says, “lolz, fool, this is strate up funy!”, it’s really me. You should probably still ignore it.

7.   I started driving again a few months ago after nearly eight years.  This has been a real challenge for me and my natural blond tendencies.  I have a GPS, but we rarely agree.  Eric says that it is just fine that I spend half my time driving around lost and that he doesn’t mind filling up the tank with gas twice a week.  He’s just being nice

8.   When I took my behind the wheel driving test the nice DPS officer told me that I could go the whole rest of my life without parallel parking.  I sure hope she’s right.

9.   My hair was platinum when I was a child and then had the straight up nerve to turn a dish water color on me after I hit 30.  The last straw was when my Mom said to me, “Honey, I know this is natural, but it’s just not natural.”  I’ve got it nice and blond again.  And there was much rejoicing in the land.

10.  I knew John and Kate were doomed from the beginning.  Those poor kids.

11.  I recently went to get a hair cut and I told the girl that I wanted it short, but, “Not Kate Gosslin, mid angry time short”.  She knew exactly what I meant and I got a perfect hair cut.

12.  It was also during this hair cut that I realized the HUGE world of difference between me and the 20 year old girl cutting my hair.  It was one of my first, “I’m getting older” moments.

13.  The time before that was when Sarah Schopp and I went to the grocery store and I thought the bagger boy was flirting with us.  Sarah explained to me that that was how teenage boys talk to harmless old ladies.  Ouch.

14.  I really do like the pens my bank gives out.  Last time I cleaned out my purse and messenger bag I found 28 pens.  Maybe I have a problem.  Or maybe my bank has a problem.  Whateverdude.  Need a pen?

15.  My clothes from the Dr Pepper explosion are in the washer and I am pretending that I am doing something productive since they are actively being washed, even though I am not actually actively doing anything.  Play along.

16.  My tenth wedding anniversary is coming up in August.  For our first anniversary we went to Arby’s and Wal-Mart.  I’m thinking that for the Big Ten we might class it up a bit and go to Denny’s and Target.

17.  I have these occasional urges to put on a swim suit and go swimming in a nice clear body of water.  Thankfully, the feeling passes before I do anything drastic and find myself tagged in a Facebook picture of terrible.

18.  Speaking of being tagged in regrettable Facebook pictures, I am SO very thankful that Facebook was not around when I was 15-25.  I embarrass myself enough with the stuff I choose to put out there and I’m a full grown woman.  These kids today…

19.  I have the funniest story I could tell you about a joke I played on one of my brothers, but he would kill me.  It’s been 14 years and I know he would still kill me.  I can’t even tell you which brother or hint at the content, but trust me, it was HILARIOUS.  You would totally ROFLOL if I told you.  Totally.

20.  My son told me a few days ago that I am the nicest Mom he’s ever had.  We are still working on math with him.

21.  Last summer Eric announced that he wanted to be “that guy” who wears Hawaiian shirts and fedoras.  So, last summer I was married to “that guy”.  This summer I am married to the guy who wears Hawaiian shirts to mow the lawn.  I like this summer’s guy better.

22.  I think this will be the summer when I finally give up on making tan in a can work for me.  I would like to thank all my friends and family for playing along all these years.  You’ve been great, really.

23.  I bought stamps some time ago and my daughter asked me what they were.  She had never seen such a thing in our home.  Parenting: Fail.

24.  I wrote my Grandma a couple of real letters.  I’m talking actual ink on paper in a sealed envelope that gets put in the mail box and sent away.  I’m sure she was just as shocked as you are.

25.  I was baptized when I was 10.  I thought I wanted to get re-baptized until I talked to my Grandma about it.  ”Amy, I tell you, I was 10 years old when I got baptized and I never looked back.”  That’s the way to be.

26.  I’m ready to see Jesus return.  Every time I witness a baptism, I applaud and watch the sky to see if maybe that was the last one.  Not yet.  I’ll keep you posted.

27.  I think it’s possible to be misunderstood as a Debby Downer when I say that I am ready to see Jesus come and make everything new and awesome because this place blows, but I’ll have to take those lumps.  If you think this place with all its death, sickness, and poverty is as awesome as it gets, then I’ve got some FANTASTIC news for you.

28.  Eric bought me some Crocs.  I have to admit that they are surprisingly comfortable and I am happy with how easily they hosed off after the Dr Pepper explosion; I just worry that I might be mistaken for one of those people who thinks they look cool.  I don’t.  Please don’t think I do.  I know I look like a doofus.  A very comfortable doofus.

29.  I just now almost made a Facebook update about how I’m working on my 100 list and that I’m stuck at 29.  I think I have a Facebook problem.  I’ll get better.  Baby steps.

30.  My Dad grew a mustache a few months back and I now have the occasional dream that he has shaved it.  In the dream, I am always quite bummed.  I tell him it’s a sign that the ‘stache stays.

31.  Eric is growing a beard.  Don’t tell I said so, but I think it’s a no.

32.  I’m not sure if Eric reads my blog.  I guess we’ll find out.  Nobody say anything to him about the Hawaiian shirts or the beard.

33.  I was once typing in front of Sarah and she saw me click on a word that spell check had underlined and fix it.  Mouth agape, she says to me, “What did you just do?”  I tell her that I had just used spell check.  She says to me, “Don’t you keep typing it over and over until you spell it right?”.  I want her to know that I did that with the word “Hawaiian”.  I can now spell it with no spell check crutch.  Thank you, Sarah.

34.  I sell jewelry for Premier designs and my mother-in-law is my upline.  It’s a fantastic company, a remarkable product, and it tickles me how much it means to my mother-in-law that she finally has one of her kids selling with her.  Let me know if I can hook you up with some free jewelry.

35.  I never really considered myself to be a saleswoman type.  I’m an actress, though, and I can ACT like a saleswoman.  You should see my bit.  HILARIOUS.

36.   I have this ring that I sell that is one huge piece of cz in a rhodium setting.  I like to wear it when I am using the computer because the flash on the keyboard makes me feel fancy.

37.  Something the ghetto taught me was the blanket meaning of the word “haters”.  That can mean people I have a minor disagreement with (like Dr Pepper-v-Mr Pibb) all the way to people who drive airplanes into occupied buildings.  It doesn’t take much to be a hater.

38.  Another thing the ghetto taught me was that I don’t ever want to live there again.  Of course, I will happily if God puts me there, but my preference is the farm in the middle of nowhere I keep daydreaming about.  It could happen.  It WILL happen.

39.  Back to the whole “getting older” thing, I have this incredible desire to go to one of those medi-spa places and get the top layer of my face chemically removed.  Just me?  Know anyone who’s done it?  Do tell.

40.  Also at those medi-spas, they spray you with fake tan.  I’m sticking to my new plans to stay super white, but the idea of having a healthy looking tan chemically sprayed all over my body is SO appealing.  Maybe just once.

41.  I totally get how people can be anti-glutens, anti-wheat, and anti-chemically altering your appearance.  I just hope they can get how I can be shallow enough to still dig all that stuff.  Don’t hate.

42.  I have one niece and two nephews.  One of them is Aunt Amy’s favorite.  I won’t say which, but I will say that you can have favorites when they aren’t your kids.

43.  When my nephew Nathan says my name, he sounds like he is eating each word, “Aunt Amy”.  I thought maybe if I typed it, you would be able to “hear” it, but no dice.  You’ll just have to imagine.  It is so cute.

44.  My niece Avery couldn’t stand me for the longest time.  Everything I said to her got the response, “No”.  Until one day I asked her if she wanted to watch videos of herself with me on my laptop.  That got her all snuggled up with me and I was her favorite for just a minute.  She loves to watch herself on film.  Just like her Aunt Amy.

45.  I totally get where she’s coming from.  Have you seen this video, starring ME?   The Book of Ruth Avery wouldn’t watch it, but I’ve seen it hundreds of times and I can’t get enough.

46.  Memorizing the book of Ruth will go down as a time of direction change for me.  I went from drama ministry that was cute skits to drama ministry that actually ministered.  Keep your eyes open for me and my girl Kathy Tope.  We’ll be coming to a church, prison, grocery store parking lot, whatever, near you soon.

47.  47 is my Dad’s favorite number.  I never met anyone who said it all the time until I met Kathy Tope.  She also has four kids and she also tells them to do things, “FORTY SEVEN TIMES”.   I never considered before that I chose friends who are like my Dad.  Weird.

48.  Whenever I call Kathy Tope, I always call her “Kathy Tope”.  I like first names that flow easily into last names.  I had that once.  ”Amy Dodd”.  Now it’s “Amy Peterson”.  The flow is gone.  I try not to get too bummed about it since I did get Eric out of the deal.

49.  Since I started this list, I have been approached by no less than three people asking me what I’m working on.  When I tell them it is my list of 100 things about me, I can feel their disappointment.  Note to self: stop talking about yourself so much.

50.  Another thing really funny about me is my inability to take a hint.

51.  I like the idea of only eating meat that is produced as a result of hunting because it means that the animal had a nice live versus one raised in a herd for the sole purpose of being turned into food.  I just wish it was common to hunt cows in the wild.  Is there even such a thing as a wild cow?

52.  When I was a kid my friend’s Mom served us some stew that her dad called “Thumper Stew”.  I didn’t understand what I was eating until I was much older.

53.  Last year I totally bombed a cognitive thinking test given to monitor MS patients.  A month later I began my Spirit-led efforts to memorize the book of Ruth.  This year I passed the test with flying colors and the tester said it was because of Ruth.

54.  When I do the voice of Naomi, it comes out like a Jewish lady from the Bronx.  It comes out so naturally that I am certain I must be just a touch Jewish.  I have a great aunt who told me that we have some Black Dutch in our line.  I Googled Black Dutch.  That may be it.

55.  This same great aunt told me that when she was 18 she asked God if she could live to see the return of Jesus.  She has now officially older than any member of that line has ever aged.  Last time I saw her she says to me, “Here’s hoping next time I see you it’s on the other side!”

56.  I have always had a fondness for old people.  Especially the ones in my family.  I could sit for hours and listen to them talk.

57.  I saw every episode of LOST and I think it was one of the dumbest shows ever.  Right up there with ALF.

58.  Eric does a lot of very smart things in his leadership of our family.  Getting the television out of the house eight months ago is near the top of my list.

59.  My kids do not have cell phones or personal computers.  They haven’t figured out how deprived they are.

60.  As the years go on, we grow even more committed to continuing homeschooling them.  Let’s see: no cell phones, no television, no personal computers, homeschoolers.  Yep, our goal of raising a couple of weirdos is coming along nicely.  Please be kind if you see them in public.

61.  I am a fan of Wal-Mart.  I like shopping there and I’m not afraid to admit it.  GoWal-Mart!

62.  I think Target and Wal-Mart are basically the same except Target is red and has a Starbucks.  You would have a hard time convincing me otherwise.

63.  I’m not a fan of Starbucks.  I think it’s the whole idea of trendy coffee that bugs me.  Drinking trendy coffee makes you about as unique as girls who got lower back tattoos back in the day.

64.  I have a lower back tattoo that I got back in the day.

65.   Eric and I watched a documentary some time ago about the common use of pagan symbols in American culture.  It almost turned me into one of those weirdos who can’t go anywhere.  Almost.

66.  Eric is a big fan of documentaries and I suppose I am as well by proxy.  I wonder if there is a documentary about people who watch documentaries.

67.  It was a documentary on “Big Sugar” that ruined Dr Pepper for me.  It said that soda was essentially candy and not to be considered just another beverage option.  I’m still quite sad that I can’t unlearn that information.

68.  Something else I wish I could unlearn, or rather, “unsee”, is the you tube video that went around of Saddam Hussein’s execution.  I saw a picture that referenced it a few days ago in an edition of Time magazine.  It’s not pretty no matter what side you’re pulling for.

69.  That same article said that 2000-2010 was the single worst decade in American history.  Interesting.  2000-2010 marks my first decade of marriage.  Hmm.  Let’s try and get our acts together in 2010-2020.  Shall we, America?

70.  Eric got a motorcycle a few months back.  I must admit that I LOVE being the girl on the back of a motorcycle.  Finally, a place where my tattoo makes sense.

71.  Sometimes I toy with the idea of having my own motorcycle, but then I remember that I am a huge pansy.

72.  When I had my wisdom teeth removed Eric spent the whole day on the sofa with me watching “Golden Girls”.  Thank you for being a friend.

73.  While I was totally under the gas, I had the terrifying notion that I was Highlander and that the dentist wanted to take my head.  It was way scary, but I played it real cool.

74.  Eric and I watched the entire Highlander series.  It’s a recent hobby of ours to watch canceled series from beginning to end.   So far we have completed Highlander and LOST.  I’m a bit dumber for the effort.

75.  I often hear from people that I have no accent.  How is that possible?  Surely I sound like I come from somewhere.

76.  When Eric and I went to get our marriage license I had to get a copy of my official birth certificate.  That was the day I found out that the State of Texas has my birthday wrong.  It was too much trouble to fix it, so now all my legal documents have the wrong birthday on it.  I like to think that it is a test of my real friends.  Only the true friends know the real day.

77.  Lacking a real accent and official documents about my date of birth sometimes makes me feel like I’m in that disappearing picture of Michael J. Fox in “Back to the Future”.  I hate that part when he hits his head on the pavement.  It makes my head hurt to hear that , “thud”.

78.  I had a pretty huge Michael J. Fox crush when I was younger.  ”Doc Hollywood” got me over it.  Whiny baby.

79.  I’m not a fan of Sharpies or most office supplies. This sets me apart from a good number of my girlfriends.

80.  Anytime I have a task I don’t want to do, I somehow include a Sharpie and I’ve got at least two friends who will do it for me.

81.  I am known to call my awesome army of girlfriends my personal assistants.  By this I mean that they personally assist me in keeping me living a pretty awesome life.  Left to my self, I would never get out or know half as much as I do about stuff.  MS could debilitate me more than it does, but my personal assistants keep me out there and on my A-game.  I’m like the poor man’s Oprah.

82.  I participated in national “In Over Your Head Week” last year.  My challenge was to create a global media empire that rivaled Oprah’s.  I totally bombed.

83.  Unlike Oprah, I believe in absolute Truth.  She’ll believe it one day just as strongly as I do.

84.  When I was younger I read books all the time.  It was rare to find me not reading a book.  I haven’t read fiction for pleasure in over five years now.  The Shack doesn’t count.  That wasn’t pleasure.

85.  I’m never sure how to answer when I am asked if I enjoy reading.  I suppose I do because I read everything in front of me: shampoo instructions, hairspray warnings, the tags on clothing, etc.  Clearly I enjoy the ability to read or I wouldn’t take advantage of it so often.

86.  Having kids that can read has added a whole new level of complication to life.  No more spelling out words over their heads, no more casual strolls past people wearing foul language statement t-shirts.

87.  Any time I have purchased a new car, I suddenly see that model of car every where.  This did not happen when we purchased our Suzuki Forenza two months ago.  I have only seen two.  One was in CA.  I wanted to stop the lady for a Suzuki Forenza high five.

88.  Mom and I got to teach at a ladies retreat in CA in May.  It was my first time to ever go to CA.  Eric still hasn’t been so I try not to brag too much.

89.  Every time I fly, I prepare small talk with random celebrities in my mind in case one happens to be seated next to me.  You really can’t over plan these things.

90.  I enjoy being in new and exciting places, I just am not especially fond of traveling to those places.  Tele-porting will change my life for the better.  I just know it.

91.  One time I was asked why I didn’t do community theater and I answered that there wasn’t a community theater big enough for me.  Kathy Tope was there and she says, “Stop it.  It’s because you’re too big of a flake to commit.”

92.  My girlfriends/personal assistants keep me honest.

93.  I would make one of these about what a joke I think Al Gore and global warming is, but that wouldn’t be fair since his personal life is such a wreck.

94.  I like aerosol hairspray so, so much.  Also, Al Gore is a joke.

95.  My Dad and I watch “The Wheel of Fortune” as often as we can together.  I am certain that if I ever went on that show all I would hear from Pat is, “Lose a Turn, Lose a Turn, Bankrupt, Lose a Turn… Well, the wheel just wasn’t on your side tonight…”

96.  I was in the hospital when I was 17 and my room mate and her husband watched The Wheel together every night.  It was either play along or sit lonely on my side of the curtain.

97.  Ian was sorely disappointed when he found out that I didn’t actually win any money for watching The Wheel.  I wish.

98.  I eat my peanut M&Ms sorted into color families.   I like to see what six brown M&Ms surrounded by ten or so red M&Ms look like or what four orange M&Ms lined up by four blue M&MS might look like.  It gets complicated and I get a little testy if someone (Eric) mindlessly grabs a handful that I am working on.

99.  One of my dear friends keeps me supplied with peanut M&Ms.  I love her for many reasons and regular deliveries of warehouse purchased chocolate is one very good reason.

100.  In the 24 hours since the Dr Pepper explosion, I have had a Sprite tip over and a Coke Zero spew.  I really, really think soda is upset with me for watching the “Big Sugar” documentary.  I’m sorry, soda.  You’re candy.  I can’t go back to the way things were.  Now, where’s my M&Ms?

I Don’t Care What You Say. It’s BIG.

August 28, 2008

If my blog was a lounge act, this would be the part where the lights come up a little and the music starts to get jazzy.  I’d grab the microphone and say, “It’s been getting a little heavy in here.  Let’s lighten things up!”.  And the audience would cheer, oh how they’d cheer, and I’d start a great salsa number or some such. That would be so awesome.

But, my blog is not a lounge act, it is a blog.  And I think that the best way to lighten things up when you don’t have the luxury of a jazz piano and stage lighting is with a Top Ten List.  Are you cheering?  Sure, you are.

Top Ten Reasons Eric and Amy Made it to the Big 8.

Some people may say, “Now, Amy, ’8′ isn’t really a milestone year.  I wouldn’t say ‘Big’ until it’s the ‘Big 10′ or some such anniversery.”

I know, I know.  8 is not a very big number.  It’s rather tiny when I compare it to the 50th wedding anniversary party Eric and I attended on Saturday night.  FIFTY years.  That’s BIG.

But you don’t get to 50 until you’ve gotten to 8, so that’s got to be something.

Also?  This marriage thing is work, people.  Maybe it’s just us, but it seems like Eric and I are always working on it and adjusting to each other as we grow and change.  I am talking about a near full time j-o-b keeping this marriage on track.  Just us?

In honor of our Big 8 year anniversary, Eric has actually worked with me on this list.  Just so you know, the two of us together are a laugh riot at parties.

10. A truce was called in the fall of 2002 regarding the amount of mattress allotment for each.  An agreement was reached giving Eric 57.8% of space, while Amy received 42.2%.

9.  We don’t blame each other for the pets’ deaths.  (No worries.  Charlie’s fine.  For now.)

8. Amy responds with enthusiasm and encouragement when Eric talks about his “plans” to be dropped by parachute on a mountain in Africa, or China, or Colorado, whatever, with only a knife and a compass to help him find his way to civilization.

7. Eric pretends that it is cute that Amy has no idea how to get anywhere.  She is directionally challenged beyond aid of a compass and Eric pats her on the head and declares it precious.  Through gritted teeth, he declares it precious.

6.  Amy cooks.  Eric eats.  This one was easy.

5.  Eric makes money.  Amy spends money.  This one was also easy.

4.  The “Toilet Seat Treaty of 2001″, amended in 2004 when two toilets were introduced to the household, is agreed by both to have been the source of much peace.

3.  Eric finally stopped getting all huffy about Amy having never watched, nor ever caring to watch, any of the “Star Wars” movies.

2.  Amy finally quit hounding Eric to read her blog and just hacked into his e-mail and subscribed him instead.

1.  Eric thinks he is funnier than Amy and Amy thinks she is funnier than Eric.  We are careful to always play it up like the other one is funnier, but secretly?  We know the truth.

Who’s a Merry Homemaker?

August 22, 2008

I am.  That’s who.

It has been almost a year since my dryer kicked it (may he rest in peace).  In the months since then, I have learned the finer points of hanging laundry.

In the beginning, I hung my laundry on my back porch.  But then the apartment manager lady had to get all up in my business about the terms of the lease that I signed.

And so then hung my laundry inside.  Susan brought me a lovely drying rack and between that, two shower curtain rods, the top of every door, and the back of every chair, I found a way to hang every stitch of clothing, towels, sheets, or rags my family owned.

Not having a dryer, and not rushing to replace it, has taught me a lot about toughing it out with grit when times get hard.  (If you’re new here, I’ve seen worse circumstances than a blown dryer.  I’m shallow, but deep enough to know lacking a dryer isn’t the end of the world.)

About two weeks ago I hit a wall.  My laundry routine which once went: washing machine, dryer, fold , had now become: washing machine, lay each item flat, put on hangers and hang in bathroom or carefully arrange on the drying rack and over doors and backs of chairs.  Check often for dryness.  Once dry, remove most items from hangers.  Fold.

I told Eric I was finished playing martyr and that I would very much like a dryer.  He made plans to put it in the coming week’s budget and I waited.

This morning I am doing my daily phone conference with Mom and I tell her that Eric is going to buy me a dryer this weekend.  I confide in her that I am a little surprised that we don’t have one yet.

“I mean, really, Mom.  I told the world two weeks ago that I was saying Uncle.  I really thought that when I decided I wanted a dryer, one would just show up.  I’m kind of surprised that we are actually having to buy one.”

Hours later I was in the kitchen when I hear a knock on the door.

I know what you’re thinking, “This can’t be a dryer at her door.  Life can’t be that golden for Eric’s Wife”.  And you’d be wrong.

My neighbor happened to have an extra dryer on hand and wanted to know if I wanted one of them.  No joke.

We’ve talked before about being on God’s radar.  May I present exhibit Z?

What She Said

School starts on September 8 here in the Peterson house.  I am working on lesson plans and curriculum while my children are working on getting excited to start a new homeschooling year.  Shut up, they are excited.

This being that time of year, I hear a lot of parents joyfully talk about the break they are soon to get when they drop their kids off at school after a long summer cooped up with them.  I would be lying if I said there wasn’t a piece of me feeling just a little bit envious of the notion.

I know that homeschooling is not for everyone, but one thing I have learned since we started doing this is that homeschooling is not limited to families with 20 kids, prairie dresses and no television.  There are so many different types of homeschoolers and just as many different reasons why people homeschool.

My homegirl and fellow homeschooling Mom, Deleise, has started a site for parent educators that you should check out.  Her post about why her family chose this path lines up really well with why Eric and I chose to homeschool.  I have often thought I would write about our reasons some day, but then Deleise pretty well summed it up for me so I figured I would copy off her paper.

Maybe I’ll get on the ball and write my own story, but right now I am all twisted up with deciding how to properly review “The Shack”.  That will be posted on Monday.  In the meantime, go check out Deleise.

Have Some Cake with my Book Review

August 20, 2008

I am reading this book.  It’s a very popular book and I feel compelled to write a review of it for my blog.  That will come in a few days when I have fully finished and absorbed this book for all the author’s intent.

In the meantime, let me tell you about this lovely cake I have made for you.  One look at it and I am sure you can tell that it is a fabulous cake.  I can assure you that it tastes just as good, if not- better, than it looks.  I have included in this cake all the proper ingredients.  More than just proper, the best.

The eggs are from free range hens that are read bedtime stories to every night to make the eggs extra fluffy and wonderful.

The sugar comes from hand selected sugar cane from fields in Guatemala, where the best sugar cane is grown.

Don’t even get me started on what makes makes the flour so great.  The wheat was actually crushed in a mill owned by a one legged missionary who prays over each grain.

This, friends, is a cake most perfect.    Moist and buttery.  Melt in your mouth.  Perfect.

There’s just one thing I added.  It’s a small thing.  You likely won’t even notice, but I feel it only fair that you know.

Just before I put the cake in the oven , I added the tiniest sprinkle of Anthrax.

Don’t get all up in arms about it.  Remember the eggs?  And the sugar?  This is a perfect cake where no corners were cut in making it as wonderful as possible.  The Anthrax doesn’t take away from how great it tastes.  If you are one to favor sweets over healthy food already, you likely won’t even notice.

So, sit back.  Tuck your napkin under your chin and get ready to open wide for a big bite of my perfect cake.

And I’ll be back real soon with my review of “The Shack”.

Case Closed

August 17, 2008

My family is funnier and weirder than your family.  Here is proof.

Exhibit A:

Eric: Tell me the truth: Is it wrong to wear boots with shorts?

(no answer)

Eric:  Well?

Eric’s Wife: I’m going to keep quiet on this one because I want the world to get a good laugh if I die before you.

Exhibit B:

Upon returning from a night at my parents’ house, Mackenzie remarked, “Wow, Mom.  It looks like you’ve done a good job keeping the place clean.  Good job.”

Exhibit C:

Random Neighborhood Kid: No girls allowed past this porch.

Ian:  What about my Mom?  She’s not a girl.  She’s a Mom.

Exhibit D:

Charlie, at two in the morning.

Charlie: Heeeeeeey!  Hey! Hey! Hey!  I heard something!  Some person/animal/gust of wind has invaded my very tiny territory!  Hey!  Hey! Hey! Heeeey!

Eric:  Honey?

Me:  Come on, Charlie.  Let’s get your leash and head outside.  Even though it is two o’clock IN THE MORNING.

Charlie:  If it’s no bother to you.  You’re always so kind, Miss Amy.  Can I call you Mom?

Me:  I am not some dog’s mother.  No matter how cute and sweet and talented the dog may be.  You are Charlie and I am your Miss Amy.

6 Random Things

August 8, 2008

Gina tagged me.  She’s my cousin and we’re tight, so I decided to play along.  Also, I still carry guilt for defacing her New Kids On The Block posters when we were 12.  Again, I’m really, deeply sorry.

The Rules:

Link to the person who tagged you (check!), mention the rules (check!), tell six quirky, yet boring & unspectacular things about yourself (check!), tag six other bloggers by linking to them (uhhhhh), and then go to each person’s blog and leave a comment letting them know they’ve been tagged.

1.  It took me twenty minutes to pick out a collar for Charlie.  I think I might turn out to be one of those ladies who dress their dog for the appropriate holiday.

2.  Sometimes I think my cat “allergy” is really just my nose and eyes validating my brain’s dislike of cats for being elitist.

3.  I honestly believe that my dishwasher loading skills are unparralleled.

4.  I take a certain bit of pride as I near the one year anniversary of my clothes dryer’s death.  I have proven to myself that when the times get tough, I get tougher.  Grrrr.

5.  I call all my recipes “a secret recipe” because I like the mystery.  They aren’t really secrets.

6.  I have a method for using the same knife to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich WITHOUT getting streaks of jelly in the jar of peanut butter.  I often marvel at the skill and look over my shoulder to see if there’s a fan also marveling.

Here’s the part where I tag six people.  Only, I happen to have a bit of a summer cold (thankyouverymuch, Ian) and I feel like skipping this step.  I’m a maverick.  That’s how I roll.

An Open Letter

Dear Disney,

I sure am glad Walt isn’t around to see what you folks have done with the place.  Shame on you.

Hugs,

Amy

PS  If you don’t know what I’m talking about, I can’t help you.  Hannah Montana? For little girls?  Seriously!?